The Utopia in My Backyard

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It was a brisk Saturday morning.  I know it was Saturday because I wasn’t on the way to school, and my church clothes were still hanging in my closet.  I know it was brisk because my face was pressed against one of the glass doors that looked out on my back yard, and my breath on the panes was turning to frost.  I lifted my hand and wiped the glass clean.

I was waiting impatiently to catch a glimpse of the farmer who took care of the large working farm that sat just across my backyard.  Once I saw Mrs. Haig out performing farm duties, I was free to head over and ”help” her.  Waiting for the go sign was almost unbearable.

I could hear the sheep bleating and the rooster’s unmistakable cock-a-doodle-doo.  It was as if the animals were beckoning me.  Then it would happen.  I would see that tell tale sign of her red bandanna.  And I was off.  I ran down the stairs of my back deck, and across the yard, navigated a little stonewall, and walked around the farmhouse.

As I stepped into the front yard my pace slowed to a stop.  I scanned the view as if my mind was recording a panoramic picture.  I have so many vivid memories of this utopia.  Everywhere I looked was another adventure.  Just to my left was a giant oak tree with a swing.  In the warmer weather it was covered in caterpillars.  I tried to make them my pets.  Unfortunately they never survived.

Between where I stood and the rest of the farm was a wide dirt driveway.  A giant garage sat back from the main driveway.  It had five bays. It held the big red pick-up that Mrs. Haig used to get around the farm, the Land Rover for off farm outings, and multiple different machines, used for who knows what.  But my interest was in what lied beyond the garage.

There were all kinds of pens and barns, and the animals were everywhere.  There was a big pasture split into two sections.  In one half were the bulls, with their huge horns and muscular physique I always kept my distance.  They were quite intimidating.  On the other side were the mother cows and their calves.  Sometimes I had the privilege of milking them.  I still remember the warm sweet taste of the fresh milk.

As I scanned the farm from left to right, the next inhabitants were the pigs.  They were housed in two areas.  The first was an outdoor pen abutting a barn.  This allowed the pigs to enter and exit. The second was a fully enclosed barn.  The pigs inside were the young piglets and the mothers nursing their newborns.  As I remember myself stepping inside I can feel my nostrils burning.  The smell was acrid enough to make my eyes water.

There were many other adventures waiting on the farm. There were sheep and their lambs, geese and ducks, not to mention the wild animals.  We used to catch turtles and frogs, snakes, mice.  There was even a period when we nursed baby raccoons that had lost their mother.  We bottle-fed them until they were able to eat, and set them free on the farm.

There is one group of animals I have yet to mention, the chickens.  The chicken coop has always held a special spot in my heart.  Collecting the eggs was the first farm duty that Mrs. Haig delegated to me.  When she first told me that the chickens laid eggs I was completely confused.  As far as I was concerned eggs came from the grocery store.  Mrs. Haig explained that hens laid those eggs before they made it to the supermarket.

That was explanation enough for me at the time, so I headed off to the coop.  The structure was reminiscent of an oversized doghouse, surrounded by a penned in outdoor area, surrounded by chicken wire, hence the name.  With each step I took toward the coop, my feet made a sucking sound as I pulled them from the mud.  I could hear the hens clucking as if they were exchanging some kind of juicy gossip.

Just as I was about to reach the coop entrance, I paused briefly, set my hand made basket on the ground, and just observed them for a minute.  I watched them in wonderment as they strutted around, heads bobbing all the while.  As I stood there, Mrs. Haig came up behind me, and led the way into the coop.  As I tailed her inside I took an inventory of her top to bottom.  This inventory would become etched in my mind as how the typical farmer should look.  Her short hair was covered in a red bandanna.  She wore a plaid flannel shirt tucked tightly into stained dirty jeans.  On her feet she wore rubber clogs, something akin to Crocs, but long before their time.  And she never wore socks.  Regardless of the weather I remember her dry cracked heel peeking out between the bottom of her dungarees and the back of her clogs.

I followed her in, and as soon as I was through the door I smelled something different from any smell I’d ever experienced, it was a sort of stale scent with an underlying note of urine.  But my awareness of the smell passed almost immediately.  I looked down at my feet and noticed the woodchips from the floor that had adhered to my muddy shoes.  As I lifted my line of vision from my feet, what I saw brought forth and excited gasp.  There were six little doors, each hinged at the top with a small knob on the front.  It reminded me of a nativity calendar.  I couldn’t wait to see the prize inside.  Mrs. Haig gave me an encouraging nod, so I tentatively pulled the first door open.  There in the hay, sitting side by side were two perfect eggs.  I picked them up one at a time, gently placing each one into my basket.

I opened the second door much to the same effect.  There was just one egg this time.  As I closed my hand around the third knob, and lifted the door, I heard a strange squawk and frantic flapping.  I jumped back in fright and let the door slam.  I remember hearing Mrs. Haig’s chuckle.  Apparently there was a hen sitting on her eggs.  As I reached into the third box and plucked out the egg she had been sitting on, I was surprised at how warm she had made it.  The rest of the egg retrieval went on without consequence.

Curiosity gave Pudding Stone Farm and allure that few places have.  Gathering eggs was a simple task, but my mind ran with it.  I had so many questions.  Do all chickens lay eggs?  How do they lay them?  Why do they sit on their eggs?  Can chickens fly?  Why don’t the escape from the pen?  That was just the tip of the iceberg.  The questions were never-ending.

Every trip I made to the farm was a learning experience.  Mrs. Haig answered my endless questions, always encouraging my curiosity.  She helped me explore the world around me.  She taught me how to shear the sheep and use carding paddles to prepare the wool to be made into yarn.  She let me milk the cows and watch the pigs give birth.  The adventures were endless.

Curiosity is what fosters interest and motivation.  As an adult, the wonder of the farm that mystified me back then does nothing to pique my curiosity now. As a child, curiosity abounds.  Almost anything has the potential to be interesting.  Everything is new and exciting.  It is a world of firsts.  I have found that as I’ve aged things become rote, and curiosity fades.

It is not that I’ve completely lost my curiosity.  It has just evolved to have a finer focus.  I find it important to hold tight to the curiosity I have now.  I do my best to ask questions and search for the answers.

Curiosity is what makes life entertaining.  I spent time on the farm as often as I could.  I went to collect eggs countless times.  Had I been lacking in curiosity, the chore would have become mundane.  Without wonder, tasks become almost robotic.  There are so many people who work at a job they are bored in, going through the motions because they believe they have to.  But the lesson here is, spark up your curiosity, and every day will bring something new.  Curiosity can make any activity interesting and meaningful.

CCP Memoir- Draft

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When you work hard all week, having the reprieve of the weekend is liberating.  You can sleep in, relax, read a book, go to the movies, and just enjoy some you time.  Who wants to wake up with the sound of rosters crowing and sheep bleating at the crack of dawn?  Who’s first thought after such a rude awakening is, “hmm, I can’t wait to go shovel manure.”? As an adult, I can hardly imagine myself excited or motivated to get out of my nice warm bed, bundle up and go out to bring grains to the chickens or slop to the pigs.  When I imagine doing farm duties on my day off, I am filled with a feeling of dread.

As a child, I saw things quite differently.  It was almost as though the roosters and sheep were beckoning me.  Living next to a working farm was a privilege not a nuisance.  I couldn’t wait for the weekend.  Not for the reasons I do now, but because I could walk out my back door, through my back yard, over a little stone wall, and right onto a farm.  I could hardly contain myself.  As soon as I saw Mrs. Haig or her son Ben I knew I could go over.  Waiting for the go sign was almost unbearable.

I have so many vivid memories of this utopia.  It was full of wonder and excitement.  My mind was swirling with curiosity.  One discovery lead to another question.

Once I navigated the stonewall and walked around the farmhouse I was in the front yard.  From there, the scene was breathtaking, at least for a five year old.

It wasn’t the Grand Canyon, or the Sistine Chapel.  But everywhere I looked was another adventure.

For example one of the first tasks I was given on the farm was to collect eggs from the chicken coop.  I was completely confused, because as far as I was concerned eggs came from the grocery store.  That misunderstanding was cleared up quickly, and I was off to the coop.  The structure was reminiscent of an oversized doghouse, surrounded by a penned in outdoor area.  It was surrounded by chicken wire, hence the name.  With each step I took toward the coop, my feet made a sucking sound as I pulled them from the mud.  I could hear the hens clucking as if they were exchanging some kind of juicy gossip.  Just as I was about to reach the coop entrance, I paused for a moment, set my hand made basket on the ground, and just observed them for a minute.  I watched them in wonderment as they strutted around, heads bobbing all the while.  As I stood there, Mrs. Haig came up behind me, and led the way into the coop.  I followed her in, and as soon as I was through the door I smelled something different from any smell I’d ever experienced, it was a sort of stale scent with an underlying note of urine.  But my awareness of the smell passed almost immediately.  I looked down at my feet and noticed the woodchips from the floor that had adhered to my muddy shoes.  As I lifted my line of vision from my feet, what I saw brought forth and excited gasp.  There were six little doors, each hinged at the top with a small knob on the front.  It reminded me of a nativity calendar.  I couldn’t wait to see the prize inside.  Mrs. Haig gave me an encouraging nod, so I tentatively pulled the first door open.  There inside, sitting side by side were two perfect eggs.  I picked them up one at a time, gently placing each one into my basket.  I opened the second door much to the same effect.  There was just one egg this time.  As I closed my hand around the third knob, and lifted the door, I heard a strange squawk and frantic flapping.  I jumped back in fright and let the door slam.  Apparently there was a hen sitting on her eggs.  As I reached into the third box and plucked out the egg she had been sitting on, I was surprised at how warm she had made it.  The rest of the egg retrieval went on without consequence.

As I said, that was one of the first farm duties I learned.  But my curiosity kept me coming back.  Gathering the eggs was a simple task, but my mind ran with it.  I had so many questions.  Did you make this basket?  How did you make it?  How do chickens lay eggs?  Why do they go inside the coop boxes to do it?  Can chickens fly?  Why don’t they get out of the pen?  That was just the tip of the iceberg.

Every time I went there Mrs. Haig would answer my questions and prompt me to ask more.  I learned that the funny smell in the chicken coop was nothing compared to the hut where the pregnant and nursing pigs lived.  When I went in there it was a vicious assault on my nostrils.  I learned how to shear the sheep, and use carding paddles to prepare the wool to be made into yarn.  I saw pigs give birth and helped with the babies.  The list is endless.

Now that I am a grown-up, the thought of farm duties is a turn-off.  The idea of waking up early, the nasty smells, the mud, the manure, the hot sweaty days, the days when frostbite starts to set in, non-stop manual labor, it paints a pretty unappealing picture.  I have lost the one thing that made farm life appealing, curiosity.

Curiosity is what makes life entertaining.  I spent time on the farm as often as I could.  I went to collect eggs countless times.  Had I been lacking in curiosity, the chore would have become mundane.  Without wonder, tasks become almost robotic.  There are so many people who work at a job they are bored in, going through the motions because they believe they have to.  But the lesson here is, spark up your curiosity, and every day will bring something new.  Curiosity can make any activity interesting and meaningful.

Memoir Brainstorming

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Curiosity:

– Factors in development of personality

– Anatomy & Physiology

– Nature vs. Nurture

– Fishing

– Salamanders

– Farm Responsibilities

– Other cultures

Creativity:

-Body art

– Expressive writing

– Sketching

– Singing

– Marionette

-Collage Journal

Persistence:

– Clinicals

– Hair cut

– Education

– Snowboarding

– Rollerblading

Witers Autobiography

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When I was an infant, my family got some devastating news.  My father was ill.  Unfortunately he passed away three months before my third birthday.  Being so young, I was left without any memories of my dad. So, what does this have to do with the development of my reading or writing?  Well, I was very blessed that my father was a poet, and left behind a book of his works.

Some of my earliest memories are of me snuggled up in bed, my mom by my side reading me his poetry to me.  Although my father had passed, this book full of his words brought me closer to him.  I developed a personal relationship with him through his writing. As soon as I was able to read, I read the book to myself often.  Through his words, I was able to imagine the type of man my father was.

Not too much later my reading developed into my putting words on a page.  Before long I started writing my own poetry.  When I created my own verses, I felt a special connection to my father.  It was almost as if my father had passed his skill down to me.

As a child, I read and wrote often.  Early on, my mom used to read to me.  As my reading skills began to develop, she encouraged me to read too her. Reading became an amazing adventure.  I could escape to another dimension whenever I chose.  I could open a book and it could take me anywhere.  As an only child, being able to explore the written word was a gift from God.  Not that I was without friends, but friends can’t be around all the time.

I felt the same way about writing.  Anything I could imagine would come to life as I put pen to paper.  It was freeing.  Whether it was a poem, an essay, or even just a journal entry, I loved being able to delve into the depths of my mind, challenging my own creativity.

As I am writing these words, I am brought back to my younger years. Today, I write when I have to.  Thinking about it now, I have no concrete memory of when I went from writing every day to my current pattern of writing for school, and maybe an infrequent journal entry here or there.

I have always enjoyed reading and writing.  Maybe this class will be the catalyst I need to return to some sort of regular writing.  It will be interesting to see how things progress.